Monday, the 2nd of March, 2026. And I really want to talk about mind. I want to talk about my mind, but mind in general, like our minds and stuff like that, right? I think I am slowly but sure they're coming to the conclusion that I have very heavily underestimated the power of my own mind and how it can really, you know, it can severely work against my own favour. A lot of the things that I thought were, uh, that were affecting me externally, a lot of the blame that I, uh,

Sunday the 1st of March 2026. I meditated for the 1st time in like a very long time to be honest. I'm not gonna lie, it's probably been like a very long time probably since 2020. Maybe later, I'm not particularly sure. So it's been around like 5 to 6 years since I've meditated. And, uh, you know, the experience went a lot better than I thought it did. Now usually, um, you know, 20 minutes of doing absolutely nothing when I'm so used to swiping away on my phone or constantly

Okay. Saturday the 28th of, um, February 2025. I don't want to talk a little bit about what I've been thinking as of late. So, It feels like I've been talking about my newsletter for ages. I know I've already got a blog site established even though I'm constantly working on it constantly tweaking bits and pieces here and there. But, um, you know, I've been trying to get into the motions of like starting a weekly newsletter at some point. This news Net will probably increase.

Sunday, the 8th of March 2026. When I think about millionaires or billionaires, people that have worked themselves into mass amounts of wealth and I'm not necessarily saying that that isn't going to be me one day because, you know, um, ambitions, ambitions, but oftentimes what I think about is how long they waited in order to allow themselves to be happy with what it is that they've got. And I also wonder whether they are presently happy with what they've got or whether ther

Friday the 27th of February 2026. And, uh, yeah, I just finished, uh, a, uh, I finished at 10. I finished attending a label meeting. I'm not gonna lie. Um, you know, it was very, it was a very impactful meeting. It was a lot more meaningful and a lot more eventful than what I expected it to be to the point where, uh, I don't want to use I don't want to use the words, it's too good to be true because that's not necessarily accurate. It's more so, you know, kind of like hard

Thursday, the 26th of February 2000 and uh 26 and I have to. I'm slowly but surely coming to the conclusion that I have to resign myself to the reality that my mobile phone use is what is contributing to my apathy. And uh, you know, uh, is also contributing to, is also a contributing factor to the, to the dissatisfaction in my life. Not because of the things that I am able to see, which also contribute to the feeling of my inadequacy. Uh, not only because it also feeds and

Wednesday, the 25th of February 2026. And uh, today I'm reminding myself that at the end of the day, nothing happens unless I happen in the context of this uh, journey towards um, mastery when it comes to becoming a rap artist, especially in the modern, modern context, you know, lots of views, big audience, big shows, merchandise, effectively making a career. Like nothing happens unless I happen. I think that's one of the top 10 rules of, uh, you know, becoming an artist in

Monday the 23rd of February 2026. So, I've started the process of editing a music video that I recorded last year, and one of the annoying things about this music video in particular is that this music video that I've recorded is the perfect example of the vlog that I was trying to put together the year prior to that. So in 2024, after performing at the 4th portal, uh, The following day I was closing off the vlog that I was putting together to effectively capture that entire

Sunday d 22nd of February 2026 and I, so this evening, this evening, I've started to effectively put this music video together. So, in essence, there's a song that I've recorded called Lilith. I've decided to call it Lilith, named after the she demon, from the Abrahamic, from the Abrahamic Jewish culture. I don't think it's, I don't think she's ever referenced in the Bible. She may have been referenced once before. But in essence, that's the name of the song that I've decid

Call Friday, the 20th of February 2026 and um, you know, just basically parked, you know, in a car park waiting for my family to get back from a dentist appointment. As I'm doing that, I'm reflecting over, like, all the different areas and the different distances, like, metaphorically speaking, and, you know, kind of like, uh, I'm not entirely certain how to really describe it, but metaphorically, metaphorically speaking, all the different places and distances that, um, music

Cool. Thursday, the 19th of February 2026. And um, maybe I know I've spoken about this before, but maybe happiness is the feeling that we're really searching for. Success maybe might not be defined by a certain moment or the acquisition of a material thing, but rather the feeling that is associated or connected with the acquisition of that material thing, or the moment that is reached a certain point in time and space. And I say this because I always pay attention to what ha

Wednesday the 18th of February 2026 and you know what? One of the things that gives me great confidence right now, especially, you know, in my journey to becoming a rap artist, which by the way, I already am, I guess one of the things that I'm not is discovered. I am a rap artist. I'm merely undiscovered. And to be honest with you, like even the parameters between, you know, discovered and undiscovered vary depending on how I truly feel, because if I'm being honest, I think

Tuesday, the 17th of February 2026. It's very easy to get distracted. I've spoken about this before, but it's definitely very easy to get distracted in this world of music creation. Pursuing fame, becoming established as a reputable artist. And if I'm being honest, just essentially trying to fulfil this, you know, this desire that we have to be more than the version of ourselves that we cover in the arts, very, very easy to get distracted. I find it really and truthfully f

Okay. Tuesday, the 24th of February 2026. And I'm currently massively backlogged when it comes to my reflections. It's a habit that I'm trying to escape, but at the same time, one thing that I need to do is accept that I'm currently living through a tempestuous period. like in every sense of the way. It's not as bad as, you know, what somebody would have been going through maybe a 100, 200 years ago. But at the same time, I have to accept that there's a lot that is really b

Monday, the 16th of February 2026. Uh, money carries a, um, I don't know. I almost dared to say that money carries energy or it carries a certain frequency, but maybe that might be incorrect of me to say. There is a certain attachment, or a certain significance, that we attach to money itself. I'm sure I've spoken about this before, but I'm going to try to go a little bit more in depth today. And the attachment that, you know, the science or the significance that we attach t

Sunday, the 15th of February 2026. You know, I feel like very often at times, when we put ourselves in the process of improving our lives, whatever it is, whether it be by making ourselves more successful, chasing success, chasing fulfilment, we often kind of like ignore the risk of jumping from the frightened pan and into the fire. Often at times, we pursue certain engagements with the perceived idea that such an engagement will give us more joy and more fulfilment, more suc

All right, then. So, Saturday the 14th of February, 2026. Right now, to be honest with you, I'm enjoying my day. Yes, Valentine's Day, I'm sure everybody's having a great time. Hope, hopefully everyone's having a great time. But one thing that I didn't even catch myself doing or, well, I was doing it, but I didn't notice that I was actually doing it. I was listening to my song Fresh Home, yeah? Which seems to be a popular favourite, amongst its small, but very important an

Friday, the 13th of um, February 2026 and um, I'm stood outside an hour at the moment, just basically waiting for my wife to kind of like, um, be done with the food shopping. You know, as I'm looking at this Audi sign, I'm also staring over like this sort of like a hill. like, you know, this hill that's, you know, kind of like close by to the shop and you know what it reminds me of? It reminds me of this music video that I filmed, this music video that is still raw, unrende

Thursday, the 12th of February 20026. You know, uh, I'm going to be driving out to a location somewhere in Essex and then I'm going to be driving to London. It, um, often reminds me, or at least, uh, what it is that I'm trying to say is that this journey reminds me of um, just how much I'd like to move, movement, motion. These are things that often get me in sync with, it just makes me feel natural. Makes me feel like I'm alive. It makes me feel like, uh, I guess I'm balanced

All right, cool. Wednesday, the 11th of February 2026. And, uh, you know, hmm, you know, there was something that skepta, popular UK rap artist, um, said once before, and uh, the thing is, I was trying to quote him, um, earlier this year, I think, when I was in the process of kind of like selling my, uh, or scrapping my uh, Mercedes C 200 sport, and uh, you know, effectively saying goodbye to that era, transportation for some reason. seems to be something that plays a massive