Monday, the 26th of October, 20026. And the thing that I'm beginning to think about right now, right, is the necessary steps that I need to take in order to get, um, through the line or get over the line when it comes to like certain things that I'm trying to accomplish. I'm going to sound a bit vague, but I do want to apply this generally to like every parameter of my life. And the parameter of anybody's life as well. Not really and truthfully, but I find that, again, I t

Sunday, the 25th of October 2026. I reckon this is going to be a reflection on patients, honesty, humility, and a little bit of a dedication, I suppose. Uh, I'm thinking a lot about um, the things that I need to do in order to be able to sustain, um, you know, uh, I suppose my career as a rapper artist. When really and truthfully, if I take things back 6 years, if I take things back even 10 years, um, all out, you know, I'll be able to account, like, you know, just the hung

Saturday, October 24th, 2026. I never really grew up with the intention or the sentiment to effectively be in a position better than anybody else. Like, I never grew up or I suppose. I never felt like I was born with this innate desire to be better than anybody else. Or to take points away from other people, to make myself feel better about myself. However, if I'm gonna be truthfully sincere about my experience, uh, the accounts that I've taken from, you know, growing up as

Friday 23rd of October 2026. I suppose one of my um, biggest fears, um, one of my biggest subconscious fears, was um, the fear of not being needed. Or if I'm going to be a little bit more specific, the fear of effectively having, you know, not mattering, as in, like, you know, whether I live or whether I die, um, the world will continue to go on. Now when I refer to the world, I'm specifically referring to the people around me and the connections that I build. Somehow, some

Thursday, October 22nd, 2026. So here is what I believe is my definition of self-love, although it's not really quite a definition. It's more of an analogy or a way of picturing the way that I see self-love. I see self-love as living each day. in a way in which my future self or my tomorrow self will benefit. So, in other words, I'm living my life and I am positioning myself in such a way that my tomorrow that the version of myself, that the tomorrow version of myself will b

Wednesday, October 21st, 2026. There's a position in between work and between rest that I think I like to label as procrastination, and um, this is the thing that um, it often accomplishes. It often robs me of productivity and it often robs me of rest. So then I am often sitting in a position where I am contemplating, ruminating, procrastinating or distracting myself from what I'm supposed to do. And essentially what this, what this does is it creates this very, um, uh, thi

Tuesday, October 20th, 2026. Like, uh, it's coming up to like quarter past 10 in the evening and uh, one thing that I'm reflecting about, I suppose, is not necessarily how far I've come. But it's more so to do with the reality that I'm currently positioned in. Um, one of the things that currently makes me comfortable, or I suppose it makes me content, is about the reality that um, in essence, I am in pursuit of my ambition to effectively become a rap artist. And I'm compari

Monday, October 19th, 2026. It's currently like nearly 3 AM in the morning. And uh, I haven't gone to bed because there are a couple of things that I need to catch up on and uh, there are a couple of bills that need to get paid as well. So it's all essentially like, you know, uh, work related, like music, work related. And I'm sitting here thinking about it, to be honest, because, you know, Like, I'm fairly certain that anybody who kind of like glamorises the idea of, like,

The Sunday 18th of October 2026. I want to talk a little bit about what imposter syndrome feels like. And to be honest, it's not a particularly great feeling. Um, but I suppose it's a necessary process that we all have to go through in order to become the versions of ourselves that um, we will be proud of becoming when we wake up tomorrow. Obviously, I'm speaking figuratively when I'm talking about tomorrow, but anyway. So, um, I liken the idea of imposter syndrome to a flic