A Never Ending Process

Call Friday, the 20th of February 2026 and um, you know, just basically parked, you know, in a car park waiting for my family to get back from a dentist appointment. As I'm doing that, I'm reflecting over, like, all the different areas and the different distances,

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like, metaphorically speaking, and, you know, kind of like, uh, I'm not entirely certain how to really describe it, but metaphorically, metaphorically speaking, all the different places and distances that, um, music has taken me in terms of like having to learn different disciplines. That's really the context that I was trying to apply. 

So, you know, having to basically kind of like turn my rap career into a success, which is always like an ongoing process. It's a never really, there's a never ending process as far as I'm concerned. What I'm beginning to realise is that the success is not like, you know, one minute you make it, um, you know, one minute you haven't made it and then the next minute you've made it. 

It's a continuous, never ending process. Sure. Like, you know, there's definitely a bit of establishment that kind of like needs to happen. 

There's definitely like, you know, a bit of work that needs to go towards that, and then you become established in some sense, and, you know, then you can sort of like look at that as, you know, a mode of success or a moment of success, but that success is ongoing. 

And one of the things that I wanted to talk about really and truthfully, had something to do with, you know, all the different disciplines that it's taking me to. 

Like I genuinely believe that all I ever really needed needed to do was just rap, you know, just put lyrics to paper, get music recorded, put it out, and that's essentially it. 

But I've now had to go into like so many different avenues, um, develop so many different understandings and um, become appreciative of the different hats that need to be worn. 

Until, of course, I hand those hats on to other people because at the end of the day, I can't do everything myself. 

But with all of that being said, like, you know, the ability or kind of like the process of like wearing all of these different hats allows me to understand, you know, the importance of each road that needs to be played to kind of like build that success, so to speak. 

And so, like, yeah, um, I'm now in a position where I'm beginning to establish and develop, uh, you know, a, not necessarily like a platform, but it's like a network that where, you know, people are allowed to experience and kind of like come to, you know, come to know. you know, my art and kind of like how I put it together and what it means. 

And, you know, it kind of like puts people in a position to develop a relationship with that. And, uh, yeah, I'm looking forward to just basically carrying on with that until it's, you know, I start to refine things and, you know, get myself to a position where um, it's all looking great.