Saturday, the 4th of April 2026. Cool. So whilst I was in prison, right? There was an office, so to speak, and this was almost like a hub that you went, you know, you went to when you needed to have access to information. You needed to find, uh, you know, maybe there was something that you needed or maybe there were like certain queries that, um, you wanted to ask. And it was always like a sign, right? It was not necessarily like a sign. There was always something that was

Friday, the 3rd of April 2026. Yesterday, yesterday I was talking about, you know, joy, the accessibility to joy, right? And how I often believed or I spent a very long time believing that joy was only accessible once I obtained success, confidence in all of these things. And as somebody who is effectively guilty of chasing the carrots on the stick or effectively chasing after the shiny things, especially as a, you know, as an avid consumer of many material things. Um, I ha

Thursday, the 2nd of April, 2026. And um, I really want to talk about joy and uh, the access to joy in the context of like, you know, becoming a, a rapper artist, again, the journey that I'm on to effectively pursue my music career. And, you know, when I 1st started out, there were a lot of things, you know, that I looked at, especially when it came to like, you know, the people that I was inspired by when it came to rap and hip hop and all of these things. Um, you know, on

Wednesday, the 1st of April 2026. You know, I had a conversation with a friend of mine. You know, about music because, um, you know, trying to do music is not something that I'm doing in, um, in isolation. There are plenty of people that I know that are effectively trying to do the same thing that I do. And, uh, you know, I was talking to him, and unfortunately, like, you know, his lifestyle is very different to mine. Um, the access that he has to his own time is very differ

Tuesday, the 31st of March 2026. I think is important for me to live in my own truth, especially when it comes to the context of my music career, you know, becoming a rap artist. And the reason for that being is because anything less than the truth, um, into who I am and what I do, is simply not worth the lie, like, you know, lying about it is not worth it. And um, the reason why I say this is because, you know, in other aspects, like, you know, there are, in other career asp

Monday, the 30th of March 2026. You know, uh, having like worked, I suppose, in the music industry, not to say that I've ever had a real job in the music industry, I've just been working to build my own music career. And so I'm traversing in different places, um, across the unit music industry as I just basically build my catalogue, build my network, um, just try to establish myself in whatever way that I can. One of the things that, uh, you know, I'm continuing to learn and

Sunday, the 29th of March 2026. Um, I've been having a pretty good day, if I'm being honest, a little bit behind on engagement, uh, sending, you know, reply, getting back to people's messages. Um, to be honest, getting behind is something that uh, I'm pretty much used to. I can't lie, like, you know, falling behind on certain tasks is something that I'm becoming used to, because it's very natural, considering the fact I have a wide array of different things that I need to do

Saturday, the 28th of March 2026. Rapping is something that I've been wanting to do to do since I was 13 years old, right? But I would say that it was only since the age of 26 when I was really able to get a handle of my own life and really begin to focus and go full steam ahead on the things that I wanted to accomplish within my own rap career. Anytime before that would have been me, you know, just basically putting pen to paper, me coming up with raps, me struggling to find

Thursday, the 27th of March 2026. So, um, being a rapper, being a rap artist, uh, trying to put music together, trying to then package that music, uh, put that music on the platform, promote that music, getting people to care. That is probably like one of the most painful aspects of this journey is getting people to care, finding a way to, you know, short, music is supposed to speak for itself. It's supposed to sound brilliant, be brilliant, so much certain to the point tha