Stop Complaining

Thursday, the 27th of March 2026. So, um, being a rapper, being a rap artist, uh, trying to put music together, trying to then package that music, uh, put that music on the platform, promote that music, getting people to care. 

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That is probably like one of the most painful aspects of this journey is getting people to care, finding a way to, you know, short, music is supposed to speak for itself. 

It's supposed to sound brilliant, be brilliant, so much certain to the point that when you play it, people are like, 0 my gosh, what is the name of that song? But just try to cast, you know, you know, you know, throw your song into a crowd of a 1000000 people. 

Which one of those 1000000 people actually listen to the genre of music that I would, you know, that, you know, that they want to listen to, like, it's very, very hard. 

And it takes some time to figure out. But a part of me believes that once I do figure out the formula, then it's going to be very easy. It has gotten easier over the years. 

But the whole reason why I'm either recorded this reflection today is because for goodness sakes. Like, uh, you know, I need to stop complaining about it really and truthfully, complaining in general is something that I'm very terrible at not doing. So in other words, I complain a lot and I find it really hard not to complain. 

But the benefit of not complaining, the benefit of having a positive attitude, the benefit of being happy, just like, you know, just being okay with the way that my life is, um, not expecting things to fall in place, not expecting things to go my way, right? 

It's very, very beneficial. super, super beneficial. Literally put in my heart, my soul, and my mind to find its solutions, to being positive, to just literally like, okay, you know what? 

Let me do what I want to do, do what I need to do. Let me do what I can do and whatever happens, that is nice for me. That's great. 

Whatever doesn't happen. Oh, well. Like, if it doesn't happen, it doesn't happen for goodness sakes. 

Like, you know, I need to stop with these, you know, unrealistic expectations. These weird ideas that I'm just going to be able to get something done and, you know, life is just not going to go my way sometimes. And that's another thing that I just have to get used to.