All right, cool. Wednesday, the 11th of February 2026. And, uh, you know, hmm, you know, there was something that skepta, popular UK rap artist, um, said once before, and uh, the thing is, I was trying to quote him, um, earlier this year, I think, when I was in the process of kind of like selling my, uh, or scrapping my uh, Mercedes C 200 sport, and uh, you know, effectively saying goodbye to that era, transportation for some reason. seems to be something that plays a massive

All right, cool. Tuesday, the 10th of February 2026. Now, for anybody who doesn't know, I like to model the brand that I'm trying to sculpt here, the artist that I'm trying to sculpt here, on the basis of Sigmund Freud's D.I.D. forward slash D.I.D. spelt with capital I.D. full stop or whatever it is. And the reason why I like to model myself on the basis of this model is because you know what? Um, there are multiple intentions. I guess I tend to find that there are multiple i

Okay, cool. So Sunday, the 8th of February 2026. Reality never really plays out the way that you wanted to, to be honest with you. I'm sure I'm sure that I've spoken on this subject before. But, um, you know, when it comes to, like, you know, my history as a human being, um, you know, a significant chunk of my history as a human being has been dedicated towards immersing myself into video game scenarios, whether it be playing on the PlayStation 2, PlayStation 3, Xbox 360, so

Okay, sorry, Monday, the ninth of February 2026. You know, when Jesus Christ in the Bible, although if I'm being, you know, 110% sincere with whomsoever finds themselves stumbling on this recording, this reflection, this excerpt of my own thoughts. As a new stick as I may feel at this present moment of time, there is something that is very relevant about, you know, very relevant to my present life, present to the lives that I see in others. Um, when it comes to kind of like

Saturday the 7th of February 2026 and I'm always apprehensive forward slash scared forward slash fearful of not showing up as the person that I believe myself to be. And really and truthfully, I never really show up as the person that I believe myself to be. I only show up as the closest match to that. And, uh, you know, really and truthfully like whether I'm okay with it, really and truthfully depends on me. It just a decision, a single decision to be like, this is who I am

Friday, the 6th of February 2026 and um, like it's very crazy to think. It's very crazy to think how much I can notice when I allow myself to slow down. Um, you know, I think I spoke to my daughter today and I think I mentioned something about like, you know, growing and growing isn't something that you do physically is also something that you do mentally. And even me at my age, you know, am I kind of like adult age, you know? You know, I'm almost scared, like, you know, I'

Okay. Thursday, the 5th of February 2026. And for the 1st time, it's coming up to like, it's just gone past 5 o'clock in the evening. And I've had a little bit of time, as opposed to reflect, after, you know, kind of like having completed my performance. And, uh, you know, if I'm being sincere with myself, like, you know, I've got a little bit of a mixed bag. There are several aspects of my performance that I'm very proud of. I'm very happy with, and there are several aspec

Wednesday, the 4th of February 2026. Yeah, I'm now in a position where I'm preparing to leave to go to Elephant and Castle for my 1st, you know, for the 1st performance of the year. You know, this is something that I've been prepping for over the past couple of days. And if I'm being honest, I am feeling like pretty unprepared. This is the most unprepared I've ever felt for anything really and truthfully, which is quite um, uh, I want to say the word unfortunate, but it's no

Tuesday, the 3rd of February 2000 and uh 26. So, um something has come up today. Um, whilst I'm preparing to, um, you know, for this performance that is effectively going to be taking place tomorrow, obviously this is something I've been speaking about. So, uh, like, you know, yesterday I had a very tiny opportunity to effectively rehearse, uh, the song or kind of like the rap, whatever you want to call it, the song Darkness. Um, again, very difficult, very intricate, very