Sunday the 1st of March 2026. I meditated for the 1st time in like a very long time to be honest. I'm not gonna lie, it's probably been like a very long time probably since 2020. Maybe later, I'm not particularly sure. So it's been around like 5 to 6 years since I've meditated. And, uh, you know, the experience went a lot better than I thought it did. Now usually, um, you know, 20 minutes of doing absolutely nothing when I'm so used to swiping away on my phone or constantly

Okay. Saturday the 28th of, um, February 2025. I don't want to talk a little bit about what I've been thinking as of late. So, It feels like I've been talking about my newsletter for ages. I know I've already got a blog site established even though I'm constantly working on it constantly tweaking bits and pieces here and there. But, um, you know, I've been trying to get into the motions of like starting a weekly newsletter at some point. This news Net will probably increase.

Sunday, the 8th of March 2026. When I think about millionaires or billionaires, people that have worked themselves into mass amounts of wealth and I'm not necessarily saying that that isn't going to be me one day because, you know, um, ambitions, ambitions, but oftentimes what I think about is how long they waited in order to allow themselves to be happy with what it is that they've got. And I also wonder whether they are presently happy with what they've got or whether ther

Friday the 27th of February 2026. And, uh, yeah, I just finished, uh, a, uh, I finished at 10. I finished attending a label meeting. I'm not gonna lie. Um, you know, it was very, it was a very impactful meeting. It was a lot more meaningful and a lot more eventful than what I expected it to be to the point where, uh, I don't want to use I don't want to use the words, it's too good to be true because that's not necessarily accurate. It's more so, you know, kind of like hard

Thursday, the 26th of February 2000 and uh 26 and I have to. I'm slowly but surely coming to the conclusion that I have to resign myself to the reality that my mobile phone use is what is contributing to my apathy. And uh, you know, uh, is also contributing to, is also a contributing factor to the, to the dissatisfaction in my life. Not because of the things that I am able to see, which also contribute to the feeling of my inadequacy. Uh, not only because it also feeds and

Wednesday, the 25th of February 2026. And uh, today I'm reminding myself that at the end of the day, nothing happens unless I happen in the context of this uh, journey towards um, mastery when it comes to becoming a rap artist, especially in the modern, modern context, you know, lots of views, big audience, big shows, merchandise, effectively making a career. Like nothing happens unless I happen. I think that's one of the top 10 rules of, uh, you know, becoming an artist in

Monday the 23rd of February 2026. So, I've started the process of editing a music video that I recorded last year, and one of the annoying things about this music video in particular is that this music video that I've recorded is the perfect example of the vlog that I was trying to put together the year prior to that. So in 2024, after performing at the 4th portal, uh, The following day I was closing off the vlog that I was putting together to effectively capture that entire

Sunday d 22nd of February 2026 and I, so this evening, this evening, I've started to effectively put this music video together. So, in essence, there's a song that I've recorded called Lilith. I've decided to call it Lilith, named after the she demon, from the Abrahamic, from the Abrahamic Jewish culture. I don't think it's, I don't think she's ever referenced in the Bible. She may have been referenced once before. But in essence, that's the name of the song that I've decid

Call Friday, the 20th of February 2026 and um, you know, just basically parked, you know, in a car park waiting for my family to get back from a dentist appointment. As I'm doing that, I'm reflecting over, like, all the different areas and the different distances, like, metaphorically speaking, and, you know, kind of like, uh, I'm not entirely certain how to really describe it, but metaphorically, metaphorically speaking, all the different places and distances that, um, music