Why Should I Carry On

Wednesday the 6th of August 2025 and right now, yesterday I was moaning a little bit about kind of like you know how better things would be if I was a single especially when it comes to my music career and you know I didn't want to come across kind of like you know you know

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regretful so to speak I didn't want to come across kind of like you know know, as though I was giving up, as though I was quitting.

I guess I was trying to do some inner workings within my own mind and just basically trying to, I don't know, maybe sort of like look for, not necessarily like a resolution, but more of a resolve. Trying to effectively kind of like, you know, convince myself or find a logical reason for why I should carry on.

And after all, I have come a very, very long way. But in essence, duty cannot escape me. Sorry, I cannot escape duty is what it is that I'm trying to say. It is a duty, like I have a duty to myself to fulfill my own career, right?

Because at the end of the day, as much as I have spoken about how there's a massive conflict of interest between, like, you know, my identity within my own family and my identity as a rap artist and building my own rap career from there, like both of them are intertwined in a certain extent.

Like, you know, yeah, maybe not in the business sense, but I feel like, you know, yeah, maybe not in the business sense, but I feel like, you know, both of them from a psychological perspective are intertwined. Like it's a duty, I have a duty to myself to make sure I fulfill my career. Me not fulfilling my career, me failing or me,

you know, throwing the white flag a little bit too early is gonna echo that chamber is gonna, you know, that action is gonna echo into my family my family life because if I can quit there it means I can quit in other places as well and so like you know I can't escape duty. Duty is something that I must fulfill and I'm not sitting here effectively trying to let go of either end of the spectrum I'm trying to commit myself because I have

committed myself as a decision that I've made and why would I give up now when I've come so far