To Reflect What I Want To Become

All right, cool. So Sunday the 1st of June 2025. And it's important to talk, you know, it's important for me to think about myself and talk about myself in a manner that effectively reflects the person that I want to become. 

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And, you know, as I'm kind of like looking at conversations on my phone that I'm having with my friends, you know, I'm having to ask myself, like, you know, what am I talking about? Am I talking about the problems, the things that are wrong with me? Or am I talking about the potential about who I can become? You know, when it comes to like, you know, myself and my friends included, are we talking about the things that are wrong with us? Or are we talking about our potential, you know, how we can improve areas in life where we can, you know, we can maximize, you know, the quality of our grace, the quality of our attitude. You know, we have to, you know, we enjoy and it's important to effectively like, you know, communicate and talk about, you know, kind of like, you know, you know, in a fashion that effectively, you know, we effectively need to talk about ourselves in a way where we are continuously and habitually pouring belief into ourselves. Self-belief is just as important as oxygen, believing in oneself and being okay to believe in oneself. 

You see, this is one of the problems of kind of like looking at other people with the side eye, you know, the side eye is effectively kind of like a, almost like a metaphor for, you know, looking at people sideways, or kind of like questioning whether somebody else has got the right to effectively kind of like, you know, enjoy their life or to be successful. And this is again, the problem with the crabs in the bucket sort of like mentality by, you know, kind of like questioning or sort of like, you know, doubting somebody's right to be successful, irrespective of the fact that they have the talent, they have the grace, they have all of the ingredients to become successful. We turn into, we to effectively kind of like forego our psychological right, and our personal belief that we are worthy of that said success. 

Like, and, you know, I just like, yeah, like, yeah, like, I just want to make that very, very important and very clear to anybody does kind of like, you know, you know, to anybody that is effectively thirsting for a greater life, right? We essentially forego, we forego our psychological right to become, you know, to become the greatest version of ourselves, to have happiness and to have success in our lives. When we question or we doubt, or we judge other people who do, or who are trying to, to kind of like have that, because as soon as we begin to look at somebody else and begin to kind of look at them side eye, or as soon as we pour jealousy into our heart, then so too, you know, so as soon as we begin to pour jealousy, as soon as we begin to, you know, envy other people, so too do we begin to kind of like write secretly in our minds that we too are unworthy of that success.