This Sense of Calm

Okay cool so on Tuesday the 20th of May 2025 and right now I'm feeling you know comfortable which is a pretty strange feeling because I've been feeling comfortable for a very long time at least in the last you know six to eight weeks like really and truthfully since the

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beginning of the year things I've never really felt kind of like you know I've never really felt kind of like, you know, I've never really felt calm. I've never felt like this sense of calmness, you know, so to speak,

I've always had like a sense of urgency. And despite all of that, I wouldn't really say that much has changed in terms of like, you know, what it is that I'm doing, and how driven I am to kind of like do the things that I'm trying to do. And I'm really trying to basically hone in on that because like the second I can figure out that secret source to kind of like have that sense of calmness and sense of peace, then I can predict my behavior and predict kind of like my productivity more often, which will be very great. Like, this sounds kind of like pretty weird, it's pretty strange to try to correlate

that to music but you know it's very important. Like all of these things that I'm talking about here are very important when it comes to kind of like the back end of building a successful music career. Like becoming a successful music entrepreneur or a rap entrepreneur, right, which is effectively like, you know, more specific, like, you know, rather than me just being generally, you know, generally talking about music. But I feel like the sense of calmness, I suspect is coming from knowing where I'm

going. And knowing that I'm making my way there, knowing that I'm literally on my way there. I know it's you know I know I've always been in some sort of process but now I'm getting you know I'm a lot clearer on kind of like what I need to do and what I can do every single day to effectively kind of like you know you know edge my way forward so to speak so you know it's it's it's a great feeling and I'm hoping it's something that can kind of like last in the long term.