This Can Be My Worst Enemy

Friday the 4th of July 2025 and it's really funny to think how the mind can very quickly kind of like become a space where I begin to feel like I haven't done enough. This is despite the fact that towards the beginning of the day I am charged with kind of like positive thinking, positive

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thought, optimism, words of affirmation, you know, the rest of the stuff. And, you know, I do indeed kind of like, you know, have a fruitful day, a productive day, a day that is memorable nonetheless. And yet I get to the end of the day and suddenly a switch ticks in my mind and suddenly I haven't done enough, suddenly I am itching to do more, suddenly I'm trying

to maximize on my efforts, on my yield or whatever it is that that may be. And it's making me realize that mindfulness and a great attitude are both a muscle or they're both a muscle of the mind. And they need to be stretched and they need to be pushed beyond kind of like their limits in order for me to enjoy the benefit of their growth. Ultimately, I also need to kind of like change

what it means to kind of like live a, you know, kind of like I need to change the perception of what it means to kind of like live a, you know, kind of like I need to change the perception of what it means to live a successful and a fruitful life. You know, I've woken up, I've experienced life and I've gone back to sleep again. It is of course difficult to detach myself

from the things that I need to accomplish because after all I do have responsibilities. However, it is also my responsibility, if anything, I owe it to myself to make my mind a beautiful place to be. Because it is from that mind that such great things are created in the first place.