There Will Always Be More

Saturday the 16th of August 2025 and you know there was a point in history where the position that I'm at now, the people that I'm with, the things that I'm able to do and the things that I'm in the process of building, there was a point in history where I felt that this was going

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to make me happy, that this was going to be the position that I wanted, that was going to make me fulfilled. And here I am, I suppose, with pretty much a lot of what I had asked for. And I'm still struggling for more. I'm still seeking

for more, which is really interesting I suppose. From that perspective I guess I can maybe extract two things. I can extract the very important reminder that I need to find gratitude with what I have and I need to continue to focus on what I have, unless I want to kind of like bring my journey to an abrupt end because I am unable to effectively

kind of like enjoy the things that I have now or effectively risk the quality of my life for the sake of something that I think will give me satisfaction, will give me joy, where really and truthfully will just give me more work to do, more steps to take, a longer journey to effectively run.

And I suppose that's the first thing. And the second thing I need to continue to remind myself, like, you know, what is it that I'm doing this for? You know, why am I here doing what I'm doing? And is the sacrifice worth it? You know, this isn't, you know, I know I'm definitely not alone in thinking this.

I know that there are people who are very much on the same journey with me. And they are just trying to compartmentalize whether everything that they're doing and everything that they're risking and sacrificing is worth it.