The Blueprint

All right, cool. Tuesday, the 10th of February 2026. Now, for anybody who doesn't know, I like to model the brand that I'm trying to sculpt here, the artist that I'm trying to sculpt here, on the basis of Sigmund Freud's D.I.D. forward slash D.I.D. spelt with capital I.D.

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full stop or whatever it is. And the reason why I like to model myself on the basis of this model is because you know what? Um, there are multiple intentions. I guess I tend to find that there are multiple intentions behind my frame of thought. 

I am not always the same person. When I say I am not always the same person, I am not always operating with the same state of mind, so the id for anybody who doesn't know. 

Um, is very cognisant, I would suppose, to uh, the typical sort of like scenario where you see somebody, uh, you know, kind of like conflicted within themselves. 

They have the devil on the left and the angel on the right whilst they themselves are in the middle. Um, trying the very hardest to take everything on board and then finally making a decision on the basis of who they are. 

And of course, kind of like, you know, not allowing themselves to take too much influence from either side of the freaking party. 

And the truth of the matter is, like, honestly, that's the way that I like to imagine myself because I have always been for as long as I have been alive. Conflicted, um, for many a reasons, do I pick my mum's side? Do I pick my dad's side? 

Do I pick my best friend's side? I pick my other best friend side, you know, so to speak. 

And, um, you know, the journey takes me into a deeper and far deeper rabbit hole of kind of like self-discovery, understanding what truly makes me me, what motivates me to stay being me. 

And, uh, what are the sort of things that surprise me about being me, you know?