Stresses

okay cool Thursday the 13th of March 2025 and you know yesterday I was talking about you know worries and I was talking about concerns and worries and more concerns and stuff like that like you know today I feel like talking about

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stress I feel like talking about stress because you know as far as I you know as far as I know you know as far for as long as I've known, I've been a particularly kind of like stressy type of person. I think I stress pretty easily, stress over little things, stress over big things,

but quite mainly for some reason, like you know, I have been known, especially kind of like, you know, kind of like, you know, I've heard from my friends, you know, my friends, some of my friends saying like, you know, regularly asking me like, you know, why am I stressing, why am I pacing you know why am I kind of like agitated edgy

whatever it is and you know what it's something that I've kind of like um you know it's always something that I've kind of like questioned like why I am the way that I am but then I've also questioned that in the same way by asking you know

by asking myself well why are my friends not the way that I am, if that makes sense. Like I've almost kind of like flipped that question on its head because the things that I stress over are things that I stress over so that in the future I don't have to stress over them, right?

Like I stress about things that, you know, if I concern myself with these problems now and I don't think, when I say stress, like I don't just sit down and just sit and stress. Like I am going through stressful processes. I am kind of like dealing with

like stressful situations situations that I find stressful because I want to be in a position in the future where I'm not stressing over those things even though kind of like stress is going to be a part no matter how small is always going to play it's always going to be a part of my life if that makes sense well it's just a case of like basically having as little stressful situations as possible by being able to increase my ability to deal with stress but then also by

managing how stressful how many stressful situations I have going on in my life because let's be honest like if I get to a position where I am not able to rest because of my situations then stress is going to be the you know at its maximum kind of like intensity it's going to be kind of like at its maximum level because it's even taking away the basic things that are required to you know to survive peace of mind, rest, food, water etc etc. So yeah like you know one of the things that I've always questioned is well why

aren't my friends kind of like stressing over the things I stress over and I just genuinely feel like I'm at one to a certain degree with death, right? In the sense of like, you know, I know that there is going to be a day when I am going to die, right? And I'm also at one with the fact that my time is finite. For some reason I feel like the people who often do say to me like, you know, why are you stressing or why am I stressed or whatever it is, just do not have, they don't have these thoughts or these ideas at the forefront of their mind.

It's a bit scary because it almost feels as though they genuinely kind of like forget that they're going to die. Whereas with me, I know that my time on this planet, that there is a limit. I'm not going to be here forever. It might feel like I'm here for forever. It might feel like I'm aging kind of like slowly and to a certain extent I am. But there are things that I want to accomplish I want to live my life to the fullest and I want to create those situations where I can live my life to

the fullest and it's one of those things where anybody at all who is telling me or asking me kind of like you know even not to stress or to calm down hasn't got they haven't got their life figured out like they they are effectively they have got things that they could be forward slash should be stressing about but they're not and they're gonna pay for that in the future with their old age with circumstances that they can't control and situations that they wish that they had done something about or

stressed over about when they actually had the opportunity because now all that's left is just basically stress doom and gloom and nothing so yeah that's basically it from me