Still Gonna Pull Through

Thursday 29th of May 2025 and at the moment right whilst I'm feeling happy whilst I am grateful for plenty of the things that are kind of like you know plenty of the things that I have and how rich I truly am you know in health, in spirit, in companionship I am also worried for

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the future that's ahead of me a lot of like inconsistencies and uncertainties that are effectively challenging my state of mind. However,

I'm beginning to realize that growth, you know, truly comes from the areas and the places that I don't really want to go. The things that I don't really want to do and the challenges that I don't really want to face. I want to be able to kind of like master the ability to find peace and serenity even during trying times and I'm not going to learn that by experiencing peace during peaceful times. Now of course like you know in the you know you know unfortunately you know I would love to be able to do this in a in a training setting in a setting where I have

you know kind of like made the decision to train myself and put myself in a setting where these settings are controlled kind of like when you go to a gym and you effectively kind of like put stress on your muscles through control like you know it's very experimental it's very scientific and it's not something that I'm you know that is experienced as a result of the randomness and the chaos of life itself the life that we have created for ourselves as human beings because that

one is where it makes you know because that one is a situation where situation where like, you know, I get challenged and I get stressed and I get put through the wringer during the times where I'm not prepared. You know what I'm saying? So it's a bit of a pain, if I'm being honest. This is a bit of a pain and it kind of like,

it tug, it tears and it tugs at my emotional heartstrings. And so like that's the only kind of like downside to it. But, I don't wanna retreat from my challenges because only sadness and only despair will I find there. I wanna be able to go forward with my head held high, with courage in my heart and the will to persevere.