One Man Band

Right, so Thursday the 7th of August 2025 and yeah man like maybe I don't know there's like two things that I've got in my mind at the moment but I'm gonna be careful to effectively just focus on one and start to talk about effectively how you know trying to fulfill a music career

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will effectively be not necessarily depressing depending on the thickness of your skin but definitely when it comes to like the thickness of my skin maybe the thinness of my skin like I'm easily susceptible to not

necessarily depression itself but kind of like going through depressive episodes because it's like you know there is so much within kind of like you know my own music career that requires me to control things and requires me to influence things, inspire things that, you know, effectively I'm not, it's very hard for me to be, you know, to focus on one thing like initially or traditionally,

it would have been me just effectively being excellent at writing raps, writing really, really cool, conceptual raps that can be layered on top of instrumentals and turned into very, very records you know that would have effectively been the dream and then I would have had a team around me a team of producers engineers social media managers managers lawyers you know accountants booking agents all of these

people would have been there for me like you know that's effectively the ideal and it will be the ideal in the future going forward. But because I'm on this journey by myself, my finances, it's very hard for me to effectively embark on this journey with other people because at the end of the day, people are loyal to their time and people are loyal to their money because their money is what gives them back that time. It's a very weird thing. I'll probably have to make a video, sorry not a video, I'll probably have to

talk about this in a subject later on but you know in other words kind of like because I've had to fulfill so many people's hats I tend to be rubbish at each and every single one of them. Not rubbish, you know good enough to the point where I can propel myself forward where I need to be but not good enough where like you know I'm great in any one of those departments. Yeah I'm good at putting the music together and putting the raps together but you know if I put up a website and I then ask somebody to do a review of that website that website

isn't gonna be great and that's annoying and the same thing just applies to like all the other fields but hey whatever needs must at the end of the day.