Keeps Me Moving Forward

Alright so Wednesday the 13th of August 2025 and yesterday I was a little bit melancholic if I'm being honest just a little bit sad and you'll be able to tell in the way that I was kind of like talking and the things that I was talking about but if there's one thing that will probably get

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me through the difficult times and to be honest I'm finding it very difficult to this to distinguish the good times from the difficult times because it seems that

Throughout, you know every week and every month and every year things are just difficult, right? But throughout the difficult times something that will effectively kind of like make it far easier for me to keep going is the continuous reminder that I am becoming the thing that I want to become and That there is a very special person that I want to become and I cannot afford not to become this person so effectively at the laptop screen that I'm staring at right now behind all the windows and behind all of the files that are just

junking up the quality of my desktop you know the quality of my desktop screensaver I have my name in the branded colors that in the branded colors that I want my brand to effectively come to life and you know these are the things that I try to do to effectively kind of like develop that you know to kind of like keep that desire burning so to speak and like you know one thing that will effectively help me is a wardrobe that effectively reflects that. I've been trying to for

the longest time just finally not necessarily define it but effectively bring to fruition or to manifest the look that I've always wanted to carry myself with wherever I go. I mean effectively like it comes to a point where like you know if the success isn't readily available, if the money isn't there, if the fame isn't there, if the fame isn't there, if the recognition isn't there,

then at least I would like to put myself in a position where I can wear something that reminds me of the fact that, you know, I'm effectively becoming the thing that I want to become. And yeah, like without that, I guess, you know, it's very hard to effectively smile through the day, especially through the hard times, which, like I said,

become very difficult to distinguish from the good.