My Inferiority Complex

Sunday the 29th of June 2025 and you know something reminded me of my inferiority complex which is something that I haven't spoken about in a long while even though it's actually like something that's really really important or very relevant in my life all aspects of

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my life, especially my music life as well. But, you know, something about my inferiority complex triggered like, you know, this, you know,

kind of like sent me down this downward spiral of effectively just being sad. Now, this complex in itself, right, although kind of like this spiral kind of like stems from my inferiority complex, it's not necessarily kind of like concerning

my inferiority complex, but it reminded me of this song that I wrote. And it reminded me a lot of this thing, I suppose, I guess, you know, this attachment and detachment from friends, from people, from family, that just basically happens over the years.

And just effectively how sad it makes me, because personally, it's something that, till this day, I struggle to get around. It's something that I struggle to get used to because to everybody else, it just seems very normal to everybody else, at least to the average person,

people just float across life, they attach and detach themselves from relationships, people come, people go, and that's just the way that it is. Whereas with me, that's not the way that, I've never been like that. Detaching from somebody is not necessarily like,

you know, a painful experience physically, but emotionally that bond, I suppose, just basically it's quite hard to let go of. And even to this day, I have remnants and I have memories and I have moments where I think about people that probably never ever realize

or think that I'm actually thinking about them and that's actually really sad.