Moulding Me

Yep, Thursday the 22nd of May 2025 and here we go, here we go. So like yesterday I kind of like encountered a little bit of a mishap, a little bit of an unfortunate circumstance. It set me back a couple of rungs and I have to basically double down on that.

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But somebody said to me, like, you know, they felt really, really, really bad because they felt like, you know, that they basically kind of like bring an omen to, you know, a bad omen to my life.

Like, you know, effectively they kind of like make my life a little bit more difficult, but I just feel that personally, when I really reflected upon those words, I thought to myself well you know really and truthfully right the second pillar of life if there is if there even is a

second pillar of life like you know the first pillar of life is learning how to live with yourself and then the second pillar of life is learning how to live with other people and the truth of the matter is that like you know we all do contribute in one way shape or form negatively to each other's lives whether it is through our emotional baggage through our bad habits you know you name it like you know we did you know we do it in one way shape or form and the point that I'm really trying to make is that like you know if love

wasn't tolerance if it wasn't patience if like, you know, if love wasn't tolerance, if it wasn't patience, if it wasn't acceptance, and if it wasn't like, you know, respect, and, you know, kind of like, you know, just basically tolerating that and be like, you know what, it doesn't matter, I still love you anyways.

Then what is it really? And, you know, again, you know, mishaps, you know, kind of like unfortunate circumstances, whomsoever is responsible for it, whether it's, you know, because of X, Y and Z. At the end of the day, like, these are the things that just effectively, like, you know, they force me to grow. They teach me to, you know, they teach me lessons. And then effectively, like, you know, I learn how to become a better survivor for that. So, you know, I have to learn how to be grateful for situations like this.

You know, whenever something like this happens to me, whatever the circumstance, I guess I always need to ask myself, why is this happening for me? Like, you know, what am I learning from this situation? You know? So yeah, that's kind of like all I wanted to say today.