More Patience

Thursday the 24th of April 2025 and really and truthfully now if I'm being honest I need to be a little bit more patient with myself and if I'm even being more brutally honest on that I need to be I need to kind of cut myself a little bit of slack and not be so harsh because otherwise,

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I'm gonna very quickly kind of like run myself to the ground and experience burnout. Now, despite the fact that over the last two days,

I've had two of the most productive days that I've had in an extremely, well, not an extremely long time, I would say like, you know, probably two of the most productive days of the year so far. I'm still being brutally harsh and focusing on the things that I haven't accomplished as opposed to kind of like you know appreciating the fact that I've put in a lot of great effort

overall across the two days and been able to essentially just like really get on with life and be able to establish a couple of things that will effectively kind of like drive better results for the weeks and the months and the times ahead, if I'm being honest. It's something that's not necessarily counterintuitive,

but it's quite hard because of how habitually I've been kind of like critiquing myself and critiquing others, you know? So, you know, like it's very important for me to be, you know, it's very important for me to remain patient and remember that Rome wasn't built in a day.

And yeah, like I need to remember not to be so harsh on myself because if I am harsh on myself, right, then I'm gonna drive myself to quit as opposed to kind of like driving myself to being patient, staying patient and kind of like being consistent. I feel like it's the harshness that effectively

kind of like, you know, ruins, it ruins, it ruins my ability to stay consistent because then I, you know, it basically kind of like brings me closer to giving up.