Living Beneath A Rock

Yo, so Tuesday the 29th of April 2025 and you know like I feel like I've been living underneath a rock if I'm being honest it's more of an you know I'm you know I'm parting with this phrase more so in a metaphorical sense because I actually haven't been living

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underneath a rock and it's not to say that you know I've been living in the rock in And it's not to say that, you know, I've been living in the rock in the same way

that that sentiment or that phrase is understood, i.e. I don't really have an idea of what's going on or maybe I haven't been keeping up with the latest trends. It's like, I've just been holding myself back massively. Like, you know, I've started, like, you know, I decided to just basically look back, like, you know, I've started like, you know, I decided to just basically look back, like, you know, my objectives when it comes to my music career, my entrepreneurial career, you

know, putting all of that together, you know, looking back, you know, I decided to look back at, you know, my, you know, my hard drive, my experiences, all of the things that I have documented pretty much as far back as 2018. And, you know, without kind of like losing my train of thought too much, like again, I was trying to say earlier that, you know, my objectives and the things that I've been

writing down have naturally been leading me back to look back through my old stuff. And, you know, the more I look back through my old stuff, the more I realized that I have you know a wealth I have an abundance of stuff that I can pull out that I haven't put out at the time when really and truthfully I had no reason not to put it out you know and that's essentially what I mean when I

say I've been living underneath a rock like you know you know when you know doubt is really truly is not just a thief of confidence, but doubt is also the thief of success. Because it's like, I look back at all of the stuff, you know, the videos, the vlogs, the documentation, the music, the projects, you know, all of the step by step process of how to

get from A to B, like, you know, I have a, you know, you know, countless hours of content that I could just basically package together in a meaningful way, and share with the world and effectively just kind of start to build that brand and audience. You know, even you know, I have enough content to effectively last me for what feels like maybe like two years, three years,

depending on how I do it, I just have like an insane amount. And I need to kind of like, you know, package it together and document together because that content is literally going to last me a lifetime, if I'm being honest. And not only have I not given myself enough credit,

not only have I not patted myself on the back enough for doing that, like, you know, for doing that, not only have I not been proud of myself enough for that, but I've also held myself back in that sense. And I feel like it's time that I actually just start to kind of like go full blast and really, really, really

show, you know, just how much time and effort I've been putting into this thing. It's literally beyond reasonable doubt that, you know, you know, I have this desire and this is what I want to do. Like there is, there is just evidence, just countless evidence that, you know, I am an artist.

I no longer need to, you know, kind of like, you know, prop myself up anymore. Like this is who I am,