Live In Such A Way

Monday the 21st of July 2025 and you know I don't know man I actually don't know like you know sometimes I think and I live in such a way that I guess allows me to skim a long life or skim like you know I'm thinking right now I'm thinking about is effectively like you know in the

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same way that a stone skips across the water You know right now i'm just basically skimming or skipping along and effectively avoiding

the you know some of the you know again the depths of kind of like the oceans and the depths of the waters that Effectively kind of like lie below me And it's something that I effectively kind of like need to explore and I need to find a moment where I can slow down time long enough for me to just really reflect over everything that has kind of like happened to me in the last week. Because things are definitely tough. Like I, you know, don't even want to sugarcoat it, to be honest, like things are difficult. Where I'm at mentally, emotionally is a good place at least good enough

to effectively go on to the next day but I'm definitely you know if there was a test that this would definitely be it and it's a test of courage, a test of will, a test of wit, you know a test of like what you know just being able to effectively go through and get through to the next day without effectively being crushed by all of the different circumstances that are effectively like trying to, I don't know,

you know, they're just happening. Like, you know, life sometimes for many people, life just is, there is no kind of like cause to it. It just is, it just happens. You know, there's no rhyme or reason to it. And I'm effectively having to find courage within myself, find confidence within myself,

confidence that's been lost over the past week, and just be able to push through it and then find myself back in that position of wholesomeness, of, you know, kind of like of hopefulness, and overall just like, you know, great dedication for loving and living.