Just Freaking Do It

okay Saturday the 29th of March 2025 and you know what I woke up this morning you know I was on Instagram you know I was on a story I was looking at somebody's story and they were listening to a hip-hop song by Will Smith and then the thought came into my mind like

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oh man like you know I can really you know did this person seems to be into you know their boom bap you know why don't I just send them like you know one of my songs and you know this was like probably at something like nine I'd actually tell a lie this was probably like you know seven in the morning and it's now like nearly 12 and I think you know why haven't I done it yet like you know what is it

that's holding me back of course there are all of these tiny little thoughts that are kind of like in the back of my mind that I can barely hear and I can barely study however I know they're there because of the feeling that's

basically coming from these tiny, tiny little thoughts, these little thoughts of like negativity or like, you know, they're not negative. They're not, they're not neg, they're not thoughts of negativity per se. They're just thoughts that are kind of like

creating this vacuum, this tiny little vacuum that's saying, ah, that's, you know, kind of like, not, you know, it's like, it's giving me reason, more reason not to send, send them my song, or send, send them my song, as opposed to kind of like um you know send send the song like there is

literally no reason why I you know why I shouldn't just go up to this person and just say hey I see that you like this song um you know I think that there's a song that I have this similar to it it's a similar style I think you might like it let me know what you think and you know this is kind of like one of the very basic and very fundamental levels in which we sell sabotage and hopefully after I've recorded this reflection I'm gonna go ahead and actually send this song

because it's like, dude, like it's just, it's a fan. It's a potential fan of my music and I'm just sitting here letting, you know, letting that opportunity go to waste. So they say that you miss 100% of the shots that you don't take and you know,

that's effectively the lesson that I wanna leave with today. So yeah, I'm gonna stop this reflection and I'm gonna send this person my song and let you know how it goes.