It’s Fair To Say

It's fair to say that the series of stressful days that I've been going through as of late aren't beginning to slow down anytime soon. This morning I woke up and despite the fact that I woke up with a jolt of excitement, there was nothing inherently exciting about the day that I was about to face.

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I mean I had to get my way through my workout, I had to somehow find some way to catch up on the diary that I hadn't finished writing yesterday, the diary that I needed to write today, the reflections that I needed to record, script, I guess, schedule, organize, whatever it is that I'm supposed to do, whatever it is that I've imagined that is going to work in order to kind of like,

you know, get my brand out there and kind of like connect me to the people that are effectively going to make me famous, rich and successful. for. I had to tidy up the you know the chores you know I had to work my way through the chores that I didn't do the day before, work through the chores that were gonna kind of like creep up today as a result of just being in the family and stuff. I had to you know do some unexpected work on the house that just basically crept up as a result of just you know logistics that just didn't go according to plan and then I had to find a way to make my way to Harlow in Essex

just for, you know, the sake of like picking up some equipment that I loaned to a friend because that equipment needs to be sold in order to pay for a bill that that unexpected bill that I now need to find, you know because otherwise if I don't pay that bill my car isn't going to freaking work and then I won't be able to make money from that car because I'm using that car to make deliveries I mean, none of this stuff or maybe like you know out of all of the stuff that I've mentioned so far I think only about 20% of it has to do with music and yet look at how much of an impact it has on my schedule and all

of the things that I'm supposed to do. You know at least it's fair to say that I was able to get through the day. You know it was a miracle that I was able to get out of the house at the time in which I actually got out of the house. And you know like overall I had a really good time. I spent you know I was able to kind of like reconnect with a very good friend of mine you know two very good friends of mine actually at this point and we kind of like I guess enjoyed ourselves shared a common interest whilst I was there in Essex and stuff like that and yeah like you know like things weren't at all that bad.

I'm beginning to feel a little bit better about kind of like my life and my situation. Things are not as bad as I make them out to be in my own mind, and so with that being said I'm just going to carry on and hopefully the next time I find myself in this kind of pickle I'll be able to just kind of like approach the situation in a much more graceful manner with my head held high and my spirits still going irrespective of whether my situation is positive or negative.