I Scare Myself Sometimes

Tuesday the 29th of July 2025 and you know I have to admit that I do scare myself sometimes. At the moment I'm reflecting back to a moment where I was on the phone to my friend right and you know we were just talking and obviously like one of the main things that

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we normally cover in our conversations is music because you know he's on his journey to kind of like you know becoming the greatest version of himself that he can and when it comes to that

music singing actually is more so in the songwriting perspective and of course I have my own journey in becoming the greatest version of myself that I can and becoming the greatest rap rap artist that I can right and it's a it's definitely a very treacherous journey it's a treacherous journey because none of us, you know, there isn't an official roadmap. In the same way, there is a roadmap to becoming a,

you know, a teacher, a lawyer or whatever it is. And it's definitely difficult because many skill sets, you know, our skill sets require us to effectively kind of like be good at several factors beyond the pure element of songwriting or beyond the pure element of being a rap artist, right?

And the thing, the reason why I scared myself is because, you know, over the years, again, you know, we continuously have these conversations, you know, there came a point where I just had this very, you know, very, not, I wanna say almost unnerving conviction that it's going to happen.

Like, you know, it's almost as though like, I was no longer kind of like looking at the, you know, the idea of becoming successful. And I started looking at the facts of the fact that, you know, I'm gonna be successful, you know, how long I've been on the journey,

the things I have been doing on the journey, the elements that, you know, the plans that I've been putting in place, the actions that I've been following. And, you know, I kind of caught myself by surprise because when I said it, I almost kind of like said it with this conviction that almost felt like it came from out of nowhere. And it's quite scary because, you know, I still kind of like carry on,