I Owe Myself This

All right Friday the 1st of August 2025 and if there's one thing that I owe myself in this life, yeah You know I want to say this life like I'm referring purely to the notion that I am alive that I am breathing I've got air in my lungs

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the one thing that I owe myself is the not necessarily the winning card but the card that effectively keeps me in the game and not just necessarily keep me in a game I guess maybe it's two cards the card that keeps me in the game and the card that basically kind of like you know causes me to dominate the game now what do I mean when I'm talking about the game like I mean again life the game. What do I mean when I'm talking about the game? Like, I mean, again, life, the game,

they're both effectively two sides of the same coin. You know, being a rap artist and kind of like being on the journey to become a rap artist, this is definitely kind of like my way of not just kind of like keeping in the game or staying in the game,

but it's also a way of me dominating the game. I feel like, again, there's nothing wrong with like the nine to five lifestyle, but there is something wrong with a nine to five lifestyle if I'm dedicating 40 hours a week doing something that I don't love,

doing something that zaps the absolute soul out of me and it doesn't put a smile on my face and it doesn't you know kind of like make me spring out of bed with a you know with a spring in my step. Unfortunately not that this is not that this period is any different to any other period in life where things weren't you know you know where things were difficult things are always difficult in one way shape or form like survival is always difficult.

It's hard to kind of like stay alive. That's why like, you know, 50 Cent always said, like, you know, in his song, death has to be easy because life is hard. But the one thing that I always owe myself is the playing card and the trumping card,

the card that lets me dominate. And anything that I can do to effectively make myself a more formidable player in this game that we call life is something that's good. Otherwise, I am not doing myself any service at all because life is a nasty player. Life can sometimes be a very ruthless and nasty unfair player.