I’m Making It

Okay, so Tuesday the 18th of March 2025 and one of the things that I'm learning to remind myself of on a daily basis is the fact that I am making it. It's the fact that I am in the process of making it. I may have not made it yet but I'm in the process of making it and this is something

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that I am extremely grateful for and something that I should be extremely grateful for because if I go back 10 years from now there was a period in which I wasn't even in the process of

making it and despite the fact that I had so many limiting beliefs and so many challenges that I wanted to face and so many limiting beliefs that I wanted to question and challenge and overcome I wasn't even in the position where I could actually challenge these things. So I was never actually in the process of making it. You know, like there were many, many things that I, you know, that I believed about myself that I wasn't good enough, that I was never going to be able to actually be in the process

of actually creating the rap career that I would have wanted for myself, that, you know, I didn't know and I didn't understand the basic principles and the basic skills that I needed to effectively kind of like become the rap artist that I've always wanted to be. And even though like I had a great desire for like going ahead and you know challenging myself to kind of like acquire all of these things and basically overcome all of these limiting beliefs, I had to fill the boots of an identity that was far more favored and far more desired by my mom and dad than this thing that, than this desire that I had for myself. And now when I look back at that, when I look back at,

you know, at my history and all the things that I've overcome, I recognize the fact that if my 15 year old self, you know, was to kind of like look at me now, and you know, if my 15 year old self was able to see me now or meet me in person, they would be in absolute now or meet me in person, they would be in absolute awe of the person that I am becoming.