I Envy Them

Tuesday the 27th of May 2025 and you know what sometimes I really envy those who live and don't think so much they don't contemplate they don't reflect they just live day by day and don't really question things as such. Other times I pity them if I'm being honest.

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So you can already tell based on kind of like that monologue that there are advantages and disadvantages that come with thinking too much and thinking too little if that makes any sense. But in essence they kind of like

you know I feel like thinking you know kind of like just living doing being puts one in a position where there's not as much room to complain not as much room to doubt to question to ponder only room do, only room to live, only room to act. But at the same time I don't know. For me specifically right, for me specifically, I always like you know, one of the reasons why I mean I'm yet to kind of like see that the amount that I think, especially the extent to which I think,

actually provides or improves the quality of my life. It allows me to stop and reflect and think and then pivot towards the life that I want to live and the things that I want to accomplish. But whether it actually kind of like drives me towards that direction is another question. I mean, I suppose having that awareness and being aware of where it is that I want to go is massively helpful because it not you know it informs me as to kind of like

you know what I want and what I need to do in order to in order to get what I want but sometimes it puts me in a position where I get drenched and I get, you know, kind of like trapped and I get engulfed in this, you know, cycle of like worrisome thought and all I do is just worry. I don't really live or get by as they say. But yeah, like, sometimes I do envy those that don't really think so much and they just do because either either ignorance is bliss or people are just too busy just being alive thinking and feeling whatever it is that is going on in the moment irrespective of whether it's positive or negative