Hurdles Of An Overthinker

Friday the 29th of August, 2025. Sometimes I worry that I'm an over thinker and an under doer in the sense of like, I think too much and do too little, especially when it comes to music. Of course, it's very difficult for me to compare. When I say it's very difficult for me to compare,

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it's not to say that comparison is difficult as a matter of fact, quite the opposite. Comparison is very easy.

 It's extremely easy for me to compare myself to kind of like the path that somebody else is kind of like creating for themselves, the path that somebody else is walking, the things that other people are doing to effectively kind of like go forward in their music business, in their music creative process, whether it be rap, whether it be singing or whatever it is, we're all in the same boat in 2025. We're all effectively kind of like trying to reach for a similar pool of audience. We're all in this realm called social media. We're all trying to do the same thing. But when I'm talking about comparison and the reason why I say it's difficult for me to compare, I mean to say it's very difficult for me to find an accurate and a fair comparison because everybody's journey is different.

 It's very easy for me to look at somebody like Lil' Sims. It's very difficult, sorry, I mean, it's very easy for me to look at someone like Lil' Sims and Busta Rhymes and wherever it is and think to myself that their position is where I'm supposed to be. But their journey and my journey is completely different. Either way, this is meant to be about kind of like overthinking and underdoing. Sometimes I guess I worry about whether I'm the person that's cut out for this business, whether I'm the person that's cut out for this walk of life, despite the fact that this is something that I want to do.

 It's so deeply engraved. It feels so deeply ingrained in my veins that I can't see myself doing anything else. The thought of doing something else, the thought of being taken away from this thing that I want to do depresses me deeply. But sometimes I do worry that I overthink and I underdo. And even when I do start doing things, I start to do things on the basis of the plan that I have thought about, thought about and thought about again.

 And things become complicated in that sense, which is why I never do things simply. I never just take action. And sometimes it just makes me sit there and wonder, like, what am I doing? Is there a way that I can revise this and perhaps do things in such a way where I can make life just a little bit easier for myself?