Hollow Without Music

Okay so Friday the 18th of April 2025 and you know what it really you know life feels very hollow hollow without kind of like you know when I don't get the opportunity to create something really and truthfully like um I don't know what it is about it but I'm kind of like I was

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just sitting down you know over the past couple of days like I've just been kind of like glum not really feeling at myself feeling, you know, effectively living smaller, right? and

You know kind of like as soon as I kind of got my hands into something and I started creating something and I started bringing Something into life whether it kind of like, you know working on something through Canva working on something through CapCut You know thinking about a new song to write that That's when kind of like everything fell back into place. I felt more like myself. All of a sudden I wanted to start kind of like socializing a little bit more, talk to people more,

kind of like doing things that remind me of the journey that I actually put myself on in the first place. Like, you know, kind of like life feels very hollow when I don't create, if I'm being honest with you. And it's kind of like making me realize that, you know, I'm not entirely certain if this is something to do with my personal character trait. I just not sure if this is something to do

with my personality. I don't know if it's in my DNA, or maybe if this is just something that, if this is something that I've become through the years of effectively like engaging with different mediums like you know from the minute that I kind of like held you know my first camera you know a camera that I was gifted like you know when I was 11 years

old or maybe I was 10 years old I can't actually remember like you know from the camera that I was gifted you know kind of like being able to kind of like use that instrument to kind of like record my life record specific things and then manipulating that image and then going on to school to then learn about media and then editing further things, creating an opening to a film,

an opening trailer to a film, you know, then going into music, writing my own music, like creativity is just something that's become a part of me. And when I don't make something, when I don't share something, when I don't share something of meaning, of impact, of value,