Hate To Admit It

All right, Wednesday the 25th of June 2025. And, you know, I find it really difficult to talk about burnout. You know, over the past kind of like couple of weeks, like, you know, looking at my results, if you could call them that, like, you know, I'm not kind of like achieving the

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results that I want to achieve, like kind of like when it comes to, you know, kind of like making way, paving my way towards kind of like my own music career, putting my music out, like you know, building connections, kind of like you know, building relationships, like you know, building

a brand, like sending my music out into the universe, getting people to hear the stuff that I've got, getting the feedback in, you know, and I feel like that's something that I'm going to talk about in a later reflection but to kind of like stay on to point on to the point um I find it hard to talk about burnout because as much as I don't want to admit it right uh it's not to say that I've been burnt out it's just like that's that's not what I'm trying to say here it's just the fact that you know this is not like it was an unforeseen circumstance you know basically I'm unable to keep up with the demand that I've basically kind of like rested on my own two shoulders, because I haven't built the

systems that allow me to kind of like keep operating at the same optimum level, irrespective of kind of like anything good or bad that basically happens in my routine that could potentially thwart that, if that makes sense. And, you know, things come up in life all the time, things happen in life all the time and it's a bit annoying because it's like,

it's a bit annoying because it's like you know my music business thrives off of consistency and momentum and if I'm not able to kind of like keep that up I get kind of that push back a little bit and it's really really really annoying but you know I don't want to say that I've basically kind of like not outputted what I've outputted because I've burnt out I've just been a hit I've had to basically kind of like put my focus on other places to keep certain you know other things afloat things that are more you know you know more things afloat and so with that being said like it's it's it's it's annoying to say that I've not outputted what I've outputted, but

it's definitely not because of burnout. Even though, if I'm being honest, I'm not as energized as I normally am, if I'm being honest. At the moment, I'm running on reserves. But it's cool. I'll get there at some point.