God Help Anyone

Friday the 7th of February 2025 and may God help everyone who gets in my way. May God help anyone who gets in my way. I'm not really a confrontational person. As a matter of fact, I'm very much the opposite. Often at times I consider myself a pacifist and if I'm being sincere,

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there is nothing aggressive about my nature if I'm being sincere. Well maybe I might have a teensy-wincey little bit of aggressiveness, but then it's only kind of like, that only really boils down to like moments where I'm triggered into like you know, the fight, flight or freeze mode. But what do I mean when I say like, you know, may God help anyone who gets in my way. I want people to really understand this. I want people to understand this.

As I walk forward, right, as I walk forward, there is, you know, a lot that is not comfortable about walking forward. Staying exactly where I am or even better yet walking backwards is far easier than walking forwards. Staying exactly the same mean I don't have to do anything, means I can stay exactly the same. But it is very very painful to stay exactly the same and it's even more painful to walk backwards. Every time I turn around to walk backwards, yeah I am coming back to my wife, my kids, you know, my mum, my brother, my dad, you know,

my father-in-law, my mother-in-law, the people that I've grown to love and care about. And every single time I turn around and come back to them, it's almost like I met with these expressions on their face, visually, as I close my eyes and even think about it. And there's this look on their face like, we believe in you, you can actually do this. Whatever it is that you're setting your heart to do, you can do it. We believe in you. And the mere thought, the mere thought, right, of allowing those statements to be untrue, through, right, my unwillingness to push forward, is

far more painful than me having to turn around, looking forward and walking forward. So if there's anybody that is standing in the way, it's like basically like you're, it's, it's the equivalent of you just standing on a train track, right? And you've got the Eurostar traveling you and traveling towards you at whatever miles, whatever, whatever, whatever, whatever speed it's going at. Thinking that if you just put your hand out, if you put your hand down you're just basically gonna stop the train like newsflash you're not