For My Friends

Okay, cool. So Wednesday the 9th of April 2025 and You know what I'm gonna start really really meditating on the idea of making a video of why I Decided to pursue the career of a rap artist, right? Because I feel like it's a multifaceted

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kind of like I feel like it's a multifaceted answer to that. And each layer is quite deep. When I say deep, it has a lot of depth and it's not quite as simple, straightforward answer as two plus two equals four. There's actually a layer of complexity behind it.

But to kind of like hone in on one of those reasons is because I feel an honor, a great honor to effectively kind of like, keep the words of my friends true, right? Now my friends don't know this and some of my friends don't even know right that

they're my friends in this you know to this extent to this level of respect you know love and adoration but in effect my friends have said things about me to me and they have said things about me to other people. Perhaps maybe things that they don't remember saying, but they may have mentioned me once or twice. During times when they don't even remember, where I will never ever be known to that knowledge, right?

And just thinking about that alone, I wanna honor that.

You know, my friends have said great things about me. Just thinking about that alone, I want to honor that.

You know, my friends have said great things about me. You know, like one of my friends said, like, man, you know, when Chris puts his mind into something, like it just happens, like nothing, you know, nothing gets in his way, you know, like when I hear that and I meditate upon that and I meditate upon that, and I reflect upon that, right,

what my friends say about me, how my friends held me up, how my friends say, wow, like, you know, you're good, you know, like, when they say like, the fear, I then, you know, the fear,

this fear then starts to grow within my heart, right? That if I let them down, and again, they don't expect this, they don't have this expectation of me, but just being told that, right? Like ah, you know, Chris is great. Ah, Chris is, you know, I want to be able to live up to that truth but not for their sake but for the sake of The testimony that they didn't have they didn't have to put that out into the universe

They didn't have to say that about me. It wasn't even it heck You know, they said that because it didn't even know it wasn't even like what? Irrespective of whether it was true or not, they still said it about me. And being able to hold true to their testimony of my talent, of my will, of my efforts, is one of the reasons why, even though like I'm still like 30 plus,

I'm still carrying on. Because my friends told me and said, you know, you're great man you're gonna be great at what you do we believe in you like we trust you're gonna do it it's gonna happen and the evidence just continues to stack up you know so I do this because I want to honor the will and testimony of my own friends.

You know, they said that I'm great. You know, they said that I'm great. So now I feel obliged and I feel honored to be great.