Everything’s Going To Be Alright

okay Sunday 11 of May 2025 and it feels very unnatural and it feels quite you know quite counterintuitive to live with the assumption that everything is going to be alright you know that expression that kind of like goes around quite often you're gonna be okay everything is

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gonna be fine and you know kind of like when I you know, kind of like when I look back on my life, right, when I look back on my life, maybe like in the last 10 years, there have been many moments and many situations where I genuinely felt like, you know, my life was over. Moments where I felt like, you know, I was about to kind of like experience

moments of impending doom, especially during those moments of impending doom, I felt like, you know, situations were about to end pretty badly for me. And, you know, things turned out to be all right. You know, again, the famous expression goes, we suffer more in our minds than we do in reality.

Reality never really lives up to the fears that we conjure up within our minds. And I'm trying to effectively just kind of like, you know, remind myself, you know, not necessarily remind myself, but I'm questioning like why it's so counterintuitive

to just live with the assumption that everything's gonna be all right. That state of grace, like, you know, being happy, being joyful and staying joyful. I mean, unfortunately, this kind of that truth isn't available to everybody because unfortunately,

we do, you know, upon this earth that I reside in, there are places and there are people who kind of like do experience like moments of difficulty, you know, moments of treacherous hardship on a regular basis, like every day. So you know, unfortunately, the same can't be said for everybody, like, you know, that expression can't be applied to everybody.

However, like, you know, to somebody like me, who's effectively like okay most of the time, I find it just a little bit bizarre that I'm unable to just, you know, just be okay when I'm okay. Cause it seems that even when I am okay I still find a way a state of mind where I'm not okay