Eternal Courage

Alright, so Sunday the 8th of December 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be Eternal Courage. It's coming to that time of the day where I need to step out even though it's a weekend and basically close the week off with a brief, hopefully a brief shift at my favourite

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place to work and I'm not going to lie, I'm feeling a barrel of emotions right now, mostly positive but still mixed with a couple of nuanced emotions here and there if I'm being sincere with you. Whilst I'm not in the

deepest reflections or deepest modes of reflections I just find myself really observing within and wondering and just really trying to absorb everything that's happened to me this week and sort of like turn it into a lifelong kind of that message or kind of like a guidance that I can use to just protect myself against the times that get really heavy. Like right now, like you know, I guess the you know the reflection that I'm going on about today concerns like you know doubt, you know kind of like feelings of doubt, feelings of

courage. You know today like for example, when I say today I mean at some point earlier this week like you know I was driving around working you know I've been at work for like a couple of weeks and I was just kind of like reminded of the place that I don't want to be in not because the place that I'm at is terrible but because I would rather be in the place that perfectly aligns with my desire and what I've been willing and what I've been wanting to do like pretty much since you know I was yay

high and it's one of those things that just kind of like you know make me wonder like you know sometimes I you know I don't feel kind of like I don't see the hope in becoming you know like a better version of me you know I'm saying I don't see the hope in becoming a better artist because I'm believing in something that isn't there you know and that's what I mean when I'm talking about eternal courage but today I've been struck by so many kind of like positive moments because I'm beginning to see that there is you know, you know, there is an abundance of like, you know

I get growth and you know a massive like abundance of like, you know Greatness just basically lying beyond these doubts these shallow doubts that are just basically lying before me and it's just basically mud Like that's what I'm trying to say I'm just basically reflecting like I'm in the position where I'm thinking wow I can't believe that all the things that are just basically kind of like pushing against

me like you know you know getting in the way of me kind of like you know becoming the greatest version of myself or only becoming an instrument to me being able to actually succeed in every single thing that I put my mind to