Enjoying Life In Delusion

Okay, so Sunday the 27th of April 2025 and what I'm about to talk about concerns some of the things that I've mentioned in the past about me enjoying to live in delusion because reality doesn't have a lot of inspiration to offer or at least the attitude that comes with reality

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in comparison to the attitude that comes with delusion or being in the Lulu land if that makes any sense at all. So like you know effectively like I don't really there's a often at times I

don't really like sharing my thoughts about my dreams and my aspirations you know to specific people or specific situations. At the moment there are a lot of things that I'm doing that I'm keeping behind closed doors because I'm not really a massive fan of the attitude that comes with the things that are spoken of in context of reality like how you know like you know um let's say for example like you know if i shared you know some some of the things that i was doing at the moment

which of course i'm not going to share now but let's say for example i was to share that with somebody right whilst i can and will admit that i do have a subtle um kind of that sensitivity to critique and maybe i am avoiding critique and I shouldn't. I should maybe face this with a little bit more of an open mind. Often at times I do get met with a little bit of skepticism, doubt, skepticism and all of these things. Or maybe not taking into consideration that I'm not living in reality.

And this is kind of part of the reason why I'm very careful, I suppose, it's probably the best way of putting it, I'm very careful with whom I share my dreams and aspirations with. Because for the most part, these are not things that, you know, whenever I do get met with criticism, especially with like, you know, maybe perhaps the fact that I didn't take it to consideration how unrealistic you know kind of like some of my dreams and aspirations are or how my dreams and aspirations are not necessarily kind of like in context or they're not kind of like adhering to what is possible and what isn't possible within within a

given frame of time. Like you know the reason why I just seldom kind of like share this information with as you know specific group of people or some people is because it saps away from the attitude and the excitement. And really and truthfully, great attitude and great excitement doesn't come from the realisation that one has to be realistic, that one can't really dream and aspire unless they do something that's tangible, foreseeable or whatever it is. Before man went to the moon, it was a ridiculous notion to ever conceive the fact that such a thing is possible.

And maybe people were called crazy for even entertaining the thought or the idea. But now it's just basically spoken about like it's nobody's business. The people who thought about going to the moon were absolutely ludicrous for thinking they could go to the moon but that thought in itself existed in delusion, in a land of delusion, before it ever came about into a land of reality. And so you know I just kind of like want to keep things pushing really and not really mention much because you know I just kind

of like want to keep things pushing really and not really mention much because you know I want to remain happy in delusional land because it keeps me happy and excited for the future ahead whereas reality does nothing but tell me about what is you know you know it does nothing but tell me about what is impossible what I can't do what can't be accomplished etc etc etc