Doubts On My Odds

Yo Tuesday the 15th of April 2025 and you know son. Yeah, like literally literally speaking Sometimes I don't sometimes I have doubts when it comes to my odds, you know because you know kind of like One of the one of the toxic and you know

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One of the toxic things that keeps people going isn't actually the desire to chase after something but it is actually the fear of what is chasing them if that makes sense. It's like a reality that's chasing them as you know it's kind of like they are more motivated by things that they don't want to happen as opposed to the things that they do want to happen. I don't know why I'm saying they because like, you know, I can definitely speak for myself and say that I definitely fall within that category. Right. And if I'm being honest, right, like there are many things kind of like with your music

that I wish to accomplish and things that I wish to do and stuff like that. Right. But one of the motivating factors behind like why I still want to be a rapper is this because like at some point at some point right at some point there is a period where I've done everything that I could to make you know the people that I care about kind of like safe happy and content to the point in which I can just sit down and just do nothing

but play video games go outside and catch the Sun when I need to exercise when I need to and live a simple life right live a simple life one that isn't kind of like you know thwarted by the confusion by the complexity by the distraction by the destruction by the by just kind of like the things that we add to our life that make things so difficult and sometimes I don't know man when I started this thing like I guess that's what I've always wanted to do like as soon as I discovered the PlayStation that's all I wanted to do

was just play video games but then people around me started suffering. And that's where my mission really came, really, to be honest. But it is what it is, man. It is what it is. I gotta do what I gotta do. Sometimes I don't know if that's enough motivation to keep me going.