Death is Possible

Okay, so Wednesday the 28th of May 2025 and there's a little bit of a realization that has kind of like inspired me to effectively say this today. As much as there's an expression that goes around you know that often people identify with and I think it goes something along the

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lines of like you know I have no quit in me. When I reflect over that statement and you know, I apply that to myself and how I think and how I feel and how I view myself

is like, you know, it's a statement that's related, you know, that I relate with to a certain extent, but the reality of it is, is the fact that I do actually have quit in me. The possibility that I may reach a breaking point in which I basically decide to throw all of my efforts away to come to this point You know Despite having come to this point It's something that is very real and something that is very true and it's something that kind of like adds a lot of weight

You know and a lot of reality And I guess you know, basically it creates a massive stake in the thing that I'm trying to do right here Like, you know becoming a rap entrepreneur becoming a rap artist, you know, basically it creates a massive stake in the thing that I'm trying to do right here. Like, you know, becoming a rap entrepreneur, becoming a rap artist, you know, really being able to effectively actualize this dream that is so seemingly impossible in the beginning.

But the further and further like I go, the more and more I begin to see that actually, no, this is possible, I can do this. And I was always destined in a very kind of like, you know, metaphorical spiritual way to become this very thing.

So like, if I'm, you know, like again, to again, I'm almost like losing my train of thought when it comes to this, you know, I don't want to treat this as though like, you know, I can't quit, you know, as though I'll never give up. You know, the truth of the matter is the sentiment is always that, you know, I will, you know,

you know, I will basically kind of like go through every single option known to mankind before I consider throwing in the towel. But that doesn't mean that I can't reach a breaking point where I'll throw in the towel. And, you know, it's very similar to like oxygen and like running, like, you know, I wanna run

and I wanna get to the end goal and I don't wanna stop, but that doesn't mean that I won't run out of breath. That doesn't mean that I won't get tired. And so it's very important for me to manage my will and, you know, my resolve across this long journey. It is a marathon, it isn't a sprint you know i've done this long enough to know that

yeah man like this is a situation where like i have to basically kind of like manage my own desire my burning desire you know before running the risk of like burning you know burning myself out you see so there definitely is you know the stakes are high because i can't quit i can't give up there are so many instances and so many moments where i could have thrown in the towel and given I'm away from like whatever the end goal is you know I still kind of like respect the reality that this is a tough game that I'm playing I'm on a very crazy ass mission like it's it's it's mad to say the least I am nonsensical for

thinking you know for even throwing my name in the hat and you know kind of like trying to manifest this dream but you know you know I just appreciate the fact that I you know you know you know things can get tough and I can get put to the position where I quit which is why you know I want to keep going and I want to remind myself every day I want to be grateful for the fact that I've come this far I want to be very grateful for the fact that I've come this far and grateful for each step that I basically kind of like take forward towards my