Comfortable To Be Uncomfortable

Okay, so Friday the 11th of July 2024 and you know this might be my ego talking but it's beginning to feel a little bit comfortable to be uncomfortable. Of course, kind of like with these sort of things there's always going to be a new level of uncomfortable that I can find at

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any point so to speak but definitely the level of comfortable that was uncomfortable before is

no longer comfortable now. Sorry, it's no longer, the level of uncomfortable

that I was at before is no longer uncomfortable now. It's now actually pretty comfortable. And in context, like I talk about effectively being in a position where I don't know what it is, where I don't know what I'm doing. I might be doing something, but I'm not really aware of,

or I don't have knowledge of what it is that I'm doing. But the important aspect of it is that I'm still doing it, so to speak. When it comes to like building my rap career, like there are so many facets and so many avenues that I need to consider on a daily basis.

And, you know, it was overwhelming at once before, but it's no longer the case now. And I'm beginning to realize more and more every day that there is a strategy that I need to take in place. There is kind of like tasks that I need to complete on a daily basis. There are relationships that I need to build.

There is kind of like a universe that I need to effectively build and put together. There are messages that I need to be sending, like connections that I need to be sending, like you know, connections that I need to build. And you know, again, it's a bit annoying to kind of like, you know, admit that for now, you know, I can confidently say this now until I get met with a new level of discomfort that just basically

kind of like makes everything feel overwhelming again. But now I'm kind of like, you know, every day I'm getting clearer and clearer on what it is that I need to do to kind of like put myself in a position where I am where I want to be. And for now, at least, you know, for the present, as far as the present is concerned, it's a good feeling.