Centipede

okay cool so I believe it is Tuesday the 3rd of December 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be centipede you know at the moment I'm just you know really thinking back to the sort of like attitudes that I've adopted periodically and momentarily I guess when

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it comes to you like the quality and the state of I guess my current affairs when it comes to My social media management my content creation my rap journey, which I've spoken about at this point for a year Like when it comes to let the post that I've left on my blogs on my you know

On my Instagram on my tick-tock on my Facebook on my YouTube, not to talk of like, you know, threads and X, which I haven't even started yet, but you know, that's kind of like daunting in its own way. Like, you know, all of these things that are sort of like left behind and just like, you know, the attitudes that I've picked up, like, you know,

the latest attitude really, being just the fact that it ain't good enough, that it's losing quality, that it's crap, that I'm losing views, that one has been a killer. It's been hard for me to deal with man on tiktok i was getting 700 views per post and all of a sudden that dropped to like 56 and it's killing me um it's killing my motivation to carry on like

there's a vlog that i need to freaking edit that is going to be like i don't even want to think about how long it's gonna how long it's gonna be therefore how many hours it's gonna take to actually edit and i feel stuck i'm overwhelmed but it's like i'm trying to basically like you know you know think about you know the idea not of not the idea of a centipede like a centipede in doing it you know it's like in its imperfection this is going to be a crappy analogy but it's kind of like it's built and engineered so perfectly at least when it comes to just kind of

like it's designed but you know like it isn't I don't I don't know you know it's going to be like a bit of a backward minded like analogy but despite the fact, as perfect as a centipede may be, right? You know, all of those tiny little limbs that it has and stuff like that, those tiny little limbs are a representation

of all the little actions that I'm putting behind and how many actions that I need to put back, you know, that I need to put in, in order to kind of like get to like where I need to when it comes to like my success in social, you know, in managing my own social media

for the purpose of like, you know, building an influence as a rap artist. Like flipping out, like, yeah, just basically is a situation where like those tiny little actions don't have to be perfect and you know, it's kind of like there are going to be moments where, you know, blips in the water, where you know, effectively

like it's going to be like moments where things aren't as great as I want them to be but you know, I shouldn't let that stop me or discourage me from kind of like keep, you know, carrying on.