At War With Myself

Okay, Sunday the 9th of March 2025. It's another good day man I mean in terms of the weather like I don't know I just feel like England has got a lot more to offer than rain if I'm being honest but I just want to go straight into the meat and potatoes of it. I'm at a you know

2:30

I'm kind of like in a personal war with myself. I'm in a personal war with myself in the sense that, you know, the dreams and the goals that I have, like, you know, becoming successful from my own personal music brand, forward slash brands, you know, settling my retirement, kind of like having a settled retirement, a definitive retirement, so that my kids don't have to look after me when I get older. I didn't end up in a situation where they get sandwiched in between, you know,

the people, you know, their own parents and the children that they raise, which is a situation that people don't often talk about enough. Like the goals and the dreams that I aspire to achieve, they're not going to be kind of like achievable with the version of myself that is kind of like you know very adamant to stay like I suppose here in the present moment I'm going to be in a continuous cycle of development continuously developing myself towards the person that is able to

bring that dream to life and there's a bit of a complexity here I can bring that dream to life I am bringing that dream to life however as the day goes on, as the weeks go by, as so as the months and the years, I need to drop and shed the weight of the old version of myself in order to make room for the version of myself that is strong enough to carry that dream on. There's a certain book out there called Holes, and it's a story about effectively how somebody kind of like carries a piglet up into the mountain.

Like you know, that piglet gets heavier with every day he carries that pig up and down the mountain he you know he makes the pig drink from the water he makes the pig eat and the pig gets heavier but as the pig gets heavier so too does he get stronger and the point that I'm trying to make is that I'm within that personal war with myself to become stronger as the days go by and I feel like we're all in that personal war continuously developing becoming better so that we

can bring our own dreams to life and that's all it is that I have to say for becoming better so that we can bring our own dreams to life and that's all it is that I have to say for today.