Assuming I’ll Make It

All right, cool. So, Monday the 1st of September 2025. And I have to be honest, I feel like for the sake of my internal well -being, I'm going to have to start assuming that wherever it is that I want to go, I will get there. It is just a matter of patience and it's just a matter of time. It feels

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very weird because I know that the expression, good, great things come to those who wait, has always been replaced by the statement that goes, great things will come to those who go out and get it. I genuinely do feel like patience is very, very important. 

Even when you are in the process of doing something, waiting for that long -term goal and having the patience for it is very important. Because kind of like, you know, ever so slightly tapping into the law of assumption, although it's something that I don't want to, it's not a subject that I want to dance around too often. Like, I need to be able to, I guess, assume that wherever I'll go, I'll get there, not to give myself the permission to slack off. but to already begin to enjoy, you know, where I want to be and start enjoying that now, rather than waiting for the day when I get there and start enjoying it from that point on. Because I feel like it creates this very toxic relationship with the present moment. So like, you know, where I want to be is where I want to be. 

So it's like I choose not to be happy until I'm at where I want to be, but I can actually choose to start enjoying that now. by being able to envision it, by being able to kind of like meditate on it and, you know, use my mind to think about the places that I want to be and just, you know, kind of like how great it will feel. I know it sounds a little bit like daydreaming, but it kind of like helps, you know, kind of like dealing with like, you know, the internal battles that I go through in my mind, because sometimes it is difficult. Sometimes the price just doesn't feel worth it. and you know if I have to just basically sit here and assume that I'm gonna get there and everything will be fine and if I just have to sit here and be patient for the sake of my internal well -being then so be it.