As I’m Learning

Okay, Thursday the 20th of March 2025 and you know what? You know what? Yeah Like this is the scary part really about the things that I've been learning as of late You know Did you know effectively the hardware? Sorry, effectively the software is just as important as the

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hardware in other words The mind is just as important as the body the mind is just as important as the brain, the physical brain itself. And one of the scary things that I've been reflecting over as of late is the fact that for a very long time I've been using my own mind to torture myself, maybe subconsciously to a certain extent because some of my limiting beliefs have effectively been kind of like, you know, I guess oppressing me to a certain extent, believes that I kind of like need to rework

and reframe within my own mind for the sake of my own benefit, for the sake of my own mental health. But it's kind of scary to think that, you know, when I really look back on my own life and when I look forward towards my life as well,

everything that is effectively happening to me right now is happening for me. And this is kind of like the scary part and the delusional part which you know for a while you know I will struggle to kind of like find people who relate to this but you know you know you know I need to effectively not for my own benefit I is best for me that I

believe and accept that everything that is happening to me is happening for me the universe is conspiring me this is conspiring the universe is conspiring to manifest the situations that will test my resolve but ultimately again manifest the results that I'm looking for because nothing that I want and nothing that I desire is going to come through me just sitting down and doing absolutely nothing. Some of the desires that I have require like you know almost like a hero's journey you know to undergo through certain tests and certain challenges and overcoming obstacles like that is effectively kind of like one of the

I want to say you know one of the rites of passage in life is to overcome obstacles. I don't think there's any species on the planet really and truthfully that doesn't have to overcome an obstacle to a certain extent and you know becoming you know becoming sort of like becoming a attuned to that is is just very important so I have to come out of that victim mentality and sort of like climb into the hero's mentality.