A Real Reason

Wednesday the 18th of June 2025 and at the moment I just really want to be very raw and unfiltered in expressing the way that I'm feeling and what I'm thinking right now. To be honest like over the last I would say three, three and a half or four weeks, I have like, you know, I

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haven't really taken an opportunity to reflect over kind of like what I'm learning, especially through kind of like the difficult times that I've been going through. And only yesterday did I actually kind of like come to the point where I can really just hone in on the reason as to why I am enduring,

you know, all the things that I am enduring. And as much as like, you know, fear to a certain extent does play a role that is like the fear of like, you know, the opposite of survival, death in itself, you know, kind of like as a motivator

for effectively kind of like surviving because I feel like we all have that innate within us. Death is something that does kind of like scare us to a certain extent. I often realize that I am doing what I'm doing for a very serious reason, like an extremely serious reason and it is for that and to take my dreams as seriously as I do. I am player number one at the end of the day. When it comes to my dreams,

when it comes to my goals and my aspirations, goals and aspirations that are important to me and don't have to necessarily be important to anybody else. Like I am doing this for a real reason. The things that I am building that may seem abstract, that may seem kind of like, you know,

unnecessary, that may seem pointless to other people's naked eye, you know, couldn't in any more way, couldn't in any further way make, you know, couldn't be a clearer reason as to why, you know, I should be doing the things that I'm doing. I should be kind of like, you know, you know, going forward in the direction that I'm going through. So I need to remind myself every day that I am on the journey to effectively become the greatest version of myself for the betterment of not just my people, but the people who also have a responsibility and also have a sense of kind of like a sense of responsibility to look after the people that they care and love. This is the reason why I'm here. I can't give up. I can't put the flag down. I can't just simply throw everything to the wayside

when things get difficult. I must endure because this is the reason why I live.