A Price I’m Willing To Pay

Saturday the 22nd of February 2025 and there's a price that I'm not willing to pay somewhere you know I don't really know how to articulate it as per usual this is something that I've been going through as of late not really being able to articulate myself but you know,

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doing things and having to effectively pick up, you know, kind of like pick up the mantle so to speak. I mean I feel like this is a rite of passage that many of us are going to go through. Many of us who have

parents, many of us who have siblings older, younger, many of us who have, I don't know, uncles, aunties. There's a price that, there's a price that you know I'm willing to pay now that I will definitely not be willing to pay later which is why I want to pay that price now and I'm not the only person who doesn't want to pay that price later everybody everybody like I couldn't think of a single person that would want to pay that price later and that is the price of ultimate suffering.

Like, there are just people that I owe my life to. The quality of my life now, the freedom that I get, like, I owe my life to those people, right? And it's only right that towards the end of their life that I do everything that I can within my power to make that end a beautiful end, a meaningful end, a powerful end and you know the opposite of that, the

contrast to that is the price that I'm not willing to pay. I'm willing to pay the price that I'm paying now to make sure that I've done whatever I can and everything that I can to create the possibility of that ending as opposed to just doing the opposite of that which is blaming, cowering, ignoring that such a reality could even exist.