A Minute To Think

Friday the 18th of July 2025 and it's been a while since I've really kind of like had a minute to think about how difficult things have become in comparison to kind of like how easy things were when I was much younger. One of the things that I don't take for granted of course is

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you know the things that of course I don't choose to remember. Like for example, how difficult it was to be my own person underneath the authority of my parents. How difficult it was to kind of like, you know, extend for the freedom that I desire, extend for the things that I want to effectively kind of like explore and all of these things and stuff like that.

And then comparing it to kind of like now where I do have that freedom, I do have that ability to kind of like go wherever I please and wherever it is and hang out with whomsoever I wanna hang out with. But then also kind of like having to pay the price

of fending for myself. And you know, effectively having to keep, you know, having to keep you know having to keep kind of like working and toiling and working and toiling away to find that peace and that serenity for myself which unfortunately doesn't come without kind of like you know having to struggle to effectively kind of like you know to

survive so to speak and to be honest with you, as much as things haven't been easy as of late, as tough as things have been, as horrible as things have been, at least through my own perspective, for all I know, you know, anybody, you know,

somebody might have a different take on it and think that things are actually easier or whatever. Like, you know, as tough as things have been, I'm not here feeling as whatever. Like, you know, as tough as things have been, I'm not here feeling as though like, you know, I'm drowning completely. Like I'm going through like a bit of a difficult time,

but it doesn't mean that I'm completely down and out. I'm just in a space where at the moment, I just maybe could do with a little bit more energy than what it is I can turn out a turnover now but in the meantime I haven't you know I haven't thrown in the towel yet I haven't stopped fighting the good fight