A Better Place

Okay cool, so I would say Tuesday the 25th of February 2025 and yeah I'm not gonna lie I'm looking for a better place. I think I'm in a better place now definitely, kind of like just generally speaking but you know definitely like you know relatively speaking I'm always in a better

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place like if I really think about it long and hard enough I'm always in a better place in comparison to where I was yesterday which is very strange because it's like you know for the moments of times in which I find

myself complaining for some reason I seem to forget that when I kind of like compare myself to where I was in the past I'm always in a better place somehow like I don't know maybe it's age maybe it's maturity I don't know but either way I'm looking, I'm effectively looking for a better place, a better place to kind of like be in, to think in, to kind of like hope in and stuff like that. And it's very strange, like it's so strange because it's not like I need to be, this isn't a place where I need to be, this is just something that, like you know, I'm already kind of like

abundantly grateful for kind of like what I have right now, but kind of like looking you know building towards a brighter future is always is almost like not necessarily kind of like it's not obligatory but it is kind of like a given you know kind of like considering kind of like the things that I'm effectively kind of like running away from like my old self kind of like needs to get out of my way so that my new self can come in and it feels like I'm constantly kind of like changing, almost like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly.

Like my old self does need to give way and it feels like my old self has been given way which is why I kind of like have this coin of kind of like a better place I suppose because even though I haven't exactly moved, none of my circumstances have changed, I feel like a completely different person. I feel like I'm in a better place, generally speaking, in my heart.