Master This Ability

Tuesday, the 7th of April 2026. Really and truthfully, what I really want to be able to master is my ability to completely avoid judging people, especially from a biased perspective or from an unnecessarily critical perspective. 

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Whilst it is important for me to be humble, the truth of the matter is, is that I simply lack the knowledge and lack the appreciation to understand the full extent. 

Um, of somebody's um, inability to meet my standards and expectations. as well as that. Um, I am also unable to really grasp and um, fathom the reason why I have the standards and expectations that I have. So really and truthfully is a 2 pronged problem. 

Like, on one hand, um, like, you know, I have these. I guess these cemented ideas, standards, and expectations of what some of what a situation should be like, of what a person should be like, right? And then at the same time, there are certain limitations and certain things that people cannot do to the level that I expect them to, for reasons that I am really, really, really, completely detached from. 

So like with people, not everybody, in my opinion and belief, is born the same. 

Um, you know, people are not the only reason why I have the quality of life and the quality of intellect that I do is because of a 1000000 factors that were set prior to the, you know, prior to like, you know, my becoming alive or my being born. And so I constantly question whether I would still be the same person, if not for those accolades, so to speak, if not for that prestige. 

So with that being said, like, you know, I really try my absolute hardest to avoid, to avoid judging people, especially from a biased perspective.