In A Different Space

Friday, the 10th of April 2026. You know, I was driving around just effectively, like, you know, doing, you know, following my usual routine.  And here is something that I've been thinking about as I've been like just, uh, you know, reflecting over like, you know, my career and my

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trajectory when it comes to music, rap, hip hop, um, you know, and all the things concerning concerning it. Honestly, I am definitely in a different space. I know that I've spoken about this before, but I am definitely in a different place, in a place where my state of mind is a lot more collected, I suppose. Um, not as doubtful, not as stressed out, not as uncertain. 

I think the key word is uncertain because look, I still experienced doubt. I still experience stress. Um, you know, but I mean, the degree of women, which I feel uncertain, is, you know, is definitely different. 

I say it's different. Um, you know, I feel like I am a little bit more comfortable with being uncomfortable, which is something that as much as I have read into it, as much as I've reflected over it, masticated over it, like, you know, in my own mind, um, experience it definitely creates this whole night and day scenario when it becomes very clear. So, in the beginning, honestly, I didn't know what I was doing.

I was very, you know, insecure. I was very uncertain. I didn't have an understanding of what I'm doing and whatever it is. 

Um, you know, and I kept at it, you know, kept writing notes, kept, you know, um, uh, you know, uh, you know, digesting educational content. I kept looking at different things and I kept on being happy. I kept on being passionate. 

I kept on trying to enjoy the process, which is always something that is difficult, especially during, you know, during trying times when things aren't as easy, when there's not as much time as you would want there to be and stuff like that. 

And, um, yeah, I've learned that after a while of doing it, after a while of doing it, it does get easier. 

The process gets easier, you become a little bit more intentional with your actions. 

And it's something that I'm quite grateful for, if I'm being honest.