Happiness In Existence

Thursday, the 9th of April 2026. Um, I just literally, I came home from a session with um, LJ uh, earlier this morning.I think it was like something like half, one in the morning, didn't really go to sleep until something like 3 AM. 

2:15

And I've woken up this morning again. I can't remember when, like maybe something at 7 o'clock. And I've been running around. 

I'm now in the process of like, you know, getting some materials ready to release my song, Roses, is going to be coming out next week, Friday. 

There's a lot, that's just basically kind of like bank, not, it's not, you know, all of these things, I'm saying all of these things to say, yeah, that the greatest gift that we have, not just as artists or as human beings, right? Is existence. 

Like, you know, existing in the identity that we have created for ourselves or the identity that we are in the process of creating for ourselves. Like, the greatest gift is existence. 

So, searching for happiness in other areas, you know, whilst it can be done, um, I personally wouldn't recommend it. 

I mean, don't get me wrong, you know? I feel like we can divide happiness, right? And we can sort of like derive happiness from different things and stuff like that. 

But I'm saying the main priority, like, you know, the main foundation, yeah, where we should derive our happiness from is our existence. 

We exist and we are alive, right? And we get to be who you want to be or do what we want to do or be in the process of becoming what we want to do becoming who we want to be is the existence. 

But to be honest, like, um, to be honest, I'm quite, um, maybe, maybe there's an element of me that might be slightly mistaken because it's taken me years and years and years to get to the point where I genuinely feel satisfied with where I'm going in my career. 

Like, it does take a while to develop that. There was quite a couple of hurdles that need to be, you know, that need to be jumped over. 

But I don't know. The quicker you can get to that position where you are genuinely happy with the fact that you exist and you're doing what you love, they're better, in my opinion.